I wouldn't be here if you weren't gone.
I wouldn't be the person I am without you gone.
Wouldn't have the same friends,interests or ambitions.
I wouldn't be as strong or as brave as I am.

But I would give everything I had built these last 5 years in a heart beat to have you back.
You were amazing, fun, happy and you never once let me down.

I promise to take the part of you in me and live by it.