When it started we had high hopes;
now my back's on the line, my back's on the ropes...
When it started we were alright,
but night makes a fool of us in daylight.

There we were dying of frustration,
saying, "Lord lead me not into temptation."
But it's not easy when she turns you on...
since they've gone.

If you'd only, if you'd only say yes.
Whether you will is anybody's guess.
God only, God knows I'm trying my best,
but I'm just so tired of this loneliness.

So up they picked me by the big toe;
I was held from the rooftop, then they let it go.
If there's any screaming let the windows down,
as I crawl to the ground.

If you'd only, if you'd only say yes.
Whether you will is anybody's guess.
God only, God knows she won't let me rest,
but I'm just so tired of this loneliness.
I've become so tired of this loneliness.


I love you.


A tear in my brain
Allows the voices in
They wanna push you off the path
With their frequency wires

And you can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
You can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes

A drunken salesman
Your hearing damage
Your mind is restless
They say you're getting better
But you don't feel any better

Your speakers are blowing
Your ears are wrecking
Your hearing damage
You wish you felt better
You wish you felt better

You can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
You can do no wrong
In my eyes
In my eyes
In my

In my eyes
In my eyes
In my eyes


I will be spending some long awaited time with the lovely Olivia Ann and celebrating Josh's 19th.


I just got to 200 profile views.
I'm very happy.
Thank you for viewing my page.


Don't you understand?
It's not the same as before,



She is amazing IRL.


That's mine but these have skill.


These bring my shoe count up to 29.


I wouldn't be here if you weren't gone.
I wouldn't be the person I am without you gone.
Wouldn't have the same friends,interests or ambitions.
I wouldn't be as strong or as brave as I am.

But I would give everything I had built these last 5 years in a heart beat to have you back.
You were amazing, fun, happy and you never once let me down.

I promise to take the part of you in me and live by it.


I was able to get an interview at SUMI in Doncaster or elsewhere, I'm really excited.
Wont be for a few weeks but still awesome!

Sometime soon I want to put together a blog of Flickr URL's everyone should check out get some views for some sweet as people.

I'm still sick and I sound either like a 12 year old boy or a 41 year old trans-gender prostitute.

Also someone told me they loved my blog today, so if you are reading this I think you are so rad! Ad if you are reading now you are also rad!

Here is something lovely to look at:



Today, I am unwell.
I feel really horrible, I look like I got run down by a bus and my brain isn't working so great.
Every second word is 'What?'
Similar to the time my ears filled with fluid and I couldn't hear anything, though I got so tired of saying 'What?' I just put ever fourth word together and pretended I knew what was going on.

Anyway, watched Inglorious Bastards last night. Really rad movie, any movie with Jewish vengeance is good with me.

This isn't a very interesting blog, it's very disjointed.

''And on the third day, God created the Remington bolt-action rifle, so that Man could fight the dinosaurs. And the homosexuals. ''
Great movie.

I am currently reading, The Lovely Bones, Breakfast at Tiffany's, Jane Eyre and Northhanger Abbey.
They depend on my mood.


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The feeling you get when you eat Ice Cream and drink Tea.
Unexpected letters in the mail
Opening a new book and creasing the spine
Listening to Thom Yorke//Radiohead while walking
Lying on the floor spraying water into the air
Laughing to myself in large public areas.
Ink smudges on left handed people hands
Meeting people who snort while they laugh


I'm planning already...


No more negative, just positive.
Sounds simple, is simple.
That's how I'm going to be, not try, but just be.
I'm always better when I'm happy, I also have a contagious smile and laugh. Why hide it.

Less junk food.
Less swearing.
Less negative thoughts.
Less judgment.
Less stress.

I'll let you know how it goes. :)



That is all.